Say all this is hokum bunkum.. all the philosophy , vedanta, etc..
THen ?
What do you think you will do ?
I want to be happy like anyone else. But the condition of my hair ,face,etc affect me. I was born with these, So I had no say in this matter.
I want healthy life, I dont need eye sight problems, digestion issues, hand problems, etc..
I find lust as an evanascent desire, the joy fades out and there's disoderlyness in the body with a feeling of loss of energy.
So, My body craves for lust , so as to procreate. My confidence or happiness depends on my body - how it looks , how healthy it is. But this body is not mine, I have no control over it.
So Whatever blows nature gives me I should take it ?
Cancer, urinary incontinence, obesity, etc..
Maybe I'll be responsible for some diseases, but in general, Nature seems to be controlling my happiness.
My environment around me controlls who I meet. If im surrounded by women , I would have girl friends. If I was born in Kasab's place I dont know what I would have done.
I wont care about looks and hair. then ? Other ppl will call u names and think bad of you.
I wont care wat others think , then ?
Hmm.. But you have strong lustful desire, so for that reason , you will try things to affect others minds and get what you need.
So, Lust is a desire created by Nature-You! I will reject it too. THis Machine- My body , shall be my slave and then I will be happy forever.
Hmm.. But the machine cannot survive without food and water. What about these desires ? Give them up you fool !
I have read about a yogi who lived without food and water, I bet hard work determination and will can achieve that too.
I am not the body, the body is nature. Am I logic ?
Logic is a part of brain, If it gets damaged its gone, Memory is the same too.
SOme part of me is using logic , emotion etc of this brain to think about itself.
I have emotions, logic - Intellect. Everyone has these. And these are modified by education, enviroment.
So these are different according to different experiences of people.
So Whatever Im typing is just because of my life experience and using logic,emotion, etc intellect.
But ingeneral some people are more emotional, sensitive ,etc..
These are inborn. Nature decided my feelings ?
If i think about breath, I can make my body breathe well. But soon I forget that I decided to breath deeply all day long. But who made the decision to breath deeply - Logic and memory of some article I read!
Ok I had logic and I remembered. But what made me breath deeper?
My decision. Here I am. In Decisions.
I can decide to stop my breath for some time. Nature only gives some time for this, but with practice it allows me to extend this time.
Nature doesnt allow me to control blood flow to various parts - But has shown me that blood can be directed to different parts by powerful thoughts with the example of lust. SO with more practice, I can direct blood suitably by will.
In lust, I notice, originality and flow of the idea is powerful.
So with other actions I wish to achieve, Powerful thoughts and originiality must be there. This needs control of mind, Directing thoughts in a particular way - A way it has not gone much/at all. A path less travelled. Difficult but yields results with patience.
So I, the decision maker can manipulate my body's blood preference.
So Im taking decisions to control what nature has given me - My body and Mind.
Controlling the body and Mind so that I am not at like a machine or at mercy of nature. So what do I want to be like.
I want to fight nature and conquer it ? As in nothing that you offer or take from me is going to change anything or any feeling in me.
So, before, I used to feel a change, Happiness or sadness due to nature's acts. So I was dependant on nature. WHy do i say I? Happiness and Sadness are feelings. So I am a feeling too ?
Hmm If I feel lustful my body reacts in one way. If i feel happy its reacts another way, etc.. So I choose a feeling ? Or I am the feeling?
Maybe Feelings are intially not under my control. I become happy/sad/lustful , as nature (genes, surroundings,etc..) has programmed me. As I take control , I can decide to feel what I want. I wish to take the control from Nature.
So I am the decision maker once again. SO feelings are my decisions.
So If I master this and Decide upon some feeling, What about the outcome?
Say in case of lust, I feel about something, but my bodys reaction was something nature has designed. Actually the whole system of lust was designed by nature - including the feeling part.
So different feelings manifest different outcomes in body. The wisdom says, empowering feelings of determination, will and Goodness are strength and others are weakness.
So say, I decide strongly (what does strongly mean - I become the Master of my mind) to culitvate good feelings, then they manifest in the form of good body, words and actions , powerful figure.
But this is just a manipulation of natures programming for my benefit. Hacking it is! SO,be it. Its not easy and its the first step to mastery over nature!
Then later, WHAT?
.. to be cont..
THen ?
What do you think you will do ?
I want to be happy like anyone else. But the condition of my hair ,face,etc affect me. I was born with these, So I had no say in this matter.
I want healthy life, I dont need eye sight problems, digestion issues, hand problems, etc..
I find lust as an evanascent desire, the joy fades out and there's disoderlyness in the body with a feeling of loss of energy.
So, My body craves for lust , so as to procreate. My confidence or happiness depends on my body - how it looks , how healthy it is. But this body is not mine, I have no control over it.
So Whatever blows nature gives me I should take it ?
Cancer, urinary incontinence, obesity, etc..
Maybe I'll be responsible for some diseases, but in general, Nature seems to be controlling my happiness.
My environment around me controlls who I meet. If im surrounded by women , I would have girl friends. If I was born in Kasab's place I dont know what I would have done.
I wont care about looks and hair. then ? Other ppl will call u names and think bad of you.
I wont care wat others think , then ?
Hmm.. But you have strong lustful desire, so for that reason , you will try things to affect others minds and get what you need.
So, Lust is a desire created by Nature-You! I will reject it too. THis Machine- My body , shall be my slave and then I will be happy forever.
Hmm.. But the machine cannot survive without food and water. What about these desires ? Give them up you fool !
I have read about a yogi who lived without food and water, I bet hard work determination and will can achieve that too.
I am not the body, the body is nature. Am I logic ?
Logic is a part of brain, If it gets damaged its gone, Memory is the same too.
SOme part of me is using logic , emotion etc of this brain to think about itself.
I have emotions, logic - Intellect. Everyone has these. And these are modified by education, enviroment.
So these are different according to different experiences of people.
So Whatever Im typing is just because of my life experience and using logic,emotion, etc intellect.
But ingeneral some people are more emotional, sensitive ,etc..
These are inborn. Nature decided my feelings ?
If i think about breath, I can make my body breathe well. But soon I forget that I decided to breath deeply all day long. But who made the decision to breath deeply - Logic and memory of some article I read!
Ok I had logic and I remembered. But what made me breath deeper?
My decision. Here I am. In Decisions.
I can decide to stop my breath for some time. Nature only gives some time for this, but with practice it allows me to extend this time.
Nature doesnt allow me to control blood flow to various parts - But has shown me that blood can be directed to different parts by powerful thoughts with the example of lust. SO with more practice, I can direct blood suitably by will.
In lust, I notice, originality and flow of the idea is powerful.
So with other actions I wish to achieve, Powerful thoughts and originiality must be there. This needs control of mind, Directing thoughts in a particular way - A way it has not gone much/at all. A path less travelled. Difficult but yields results with patience.
So I, the decision maker can manipulate my body's blood preference.
So Im taking decisions to control what nature has given me - My body and Mind.
Controlling the body and Mind so that I am not at like a machine or at mercy of nature. So what do I want to be like.
I want to fight nature and conquer it ? As in nothing that you offer or take from me is going to change anything or any feeling in me.
So, before, I used to feel a change, Happiness or sadness due to nature's acts. So I was dependant on nature. WHy do i say I? Happiness and Sadness are feelings. So I am a feeling too ?
Hmm If I feel lustful my body reacts in one way. If i feel happy its reacts another way, etc.. So I choose a feeling ? Or I am the feeling?
Maybe Feelings are intially not under my control. I become happy/sad/lustful , as nature (genes, surroundings,etc..) has programmed me. As I take control , I can decide to feel what I want. I wish to take the control from Nature.
So I am the decision maker once again. SO feelings are my decisions.
So If I master this and Decide upon some feeling, What about the outcome?
Say in case of lust, I feel about something, but my bodys reaction was something nature has designed. Actually the whole system of lust was designed by nature - including the feeling part.
So different feelings manifest different outcomes in body. The wisdom says, empowering feelings of determination, will and Goodness are strength and others are weakness.
So say, I decide strongly (what does strongly mean - I become the Master of my mind) to culitvate good feelings, then they manifest in the form of good body, words and actions , powerful figure.
But this is just a manipulation of natures programming for my benefit. Hacking it is! SO,be it. Its not easy and its the first step to mastery over nature!
Then later, WHAT?
.. to be cont..
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